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Saturday, June 10th, 2006
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5:19 am - and you...
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... you I feel sorry for,
granted I speak from a vague place, but from here I can tell something's just not quite right, I'm sorry for that... mostly since I know its something you've caused. I had the greatest aspirations for you and the best of all expectations... I wish you shared those intentions.
I would like to offer more but. And I hate to repeat myself.
it is all yours to do with as you please... I guess you just never figured that out.
find happiness with what you create.
kH
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| Sunday, April 17th, 2005
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2:42 pm
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Well i'll rise above
Once I forget
What it was like then
Before we met
I had no dreams
There was no plan
You see it's just that i was
A most unpleasant man
And now it all
Has come to pass
I guess i knew somehow
It couldn't last
And so i'm back
Where i began
And once again i've become
A most unpleasant man
Where will i go
If you're not there
I'll try to find you
Everywhere
Remember me
Not as i am
But how i was
As your truest friend
Remember me
Not as i am
How did i ever become
A most unpleasant man
I'll see you later baby
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(give'm hell)
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| Friday, April 15th, 2005
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5:37 pm
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She had the eyes of someone older
I have the eyes that wander 'round
I couldn't see what really mattered
Caught hell from my boss
Don't care about my job
Caught a cold from the rain
Don't care if I'm cold
Played every record that I own today
But the only thing I care about got away
She was a walking work of art
I am a broken wind-up toy
I thought I knew what really mattered
Got a flat on the road
Don't care about my car
Lost 26 bucks
Don't care about my rent
Caught every episode on TV today
But the only thing I care about got away
She had a brilliant future
I have a past
I have my memories
But they're fading fast
Caught hell from my boss
Don't care about my job
Caught a cold from the rain
Don't care if I'm cold
Played every record that I own today
But the only thing I care about got away
The only thing I care about got away
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(give'm hell)
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| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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8:39 pm
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I’m taking a ride off to one side
It is a personal thing.
Where?
When I can’t stand
Up in this cage I’m not regretting.
I don’t need a better thing,
I’d settle for less,
It’s another thing for me,
I just have to wander through this world
Alone.
Stop before you fall
Into the hole that I have dug here,
Rest even as you
Are starting to feel the way I used to,
I don’t need a better thing
(Just to sound confused)
Don’t talk about everyone,
I am not amused by you.
I’m gonna lose you,
Yeah I’m gonna lose you
If I’m gonna lose you,
I’m gonna lose you,
Yeah I’m gonna lose you
If I’m gonna lose you
I’ll lose you now for good
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(give'm hell)
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| Friday, March 18th, 2005
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11:29 pm
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Roll on thunder shine on lightnin' the days are long and the nights are frightnin'
Nothing matters anyway and that's the hell of it
Winter comes and the winds blow colder well some grew wiser you just grew older
And you never listened anyway and that's the hell of it
Good for nothin' bad in bed nobody likes you and you're better off dead goodbye
We've all come to say goodbye goodbye
Born defeated died in vain
Super destruction you were hooked on pain and tho' your music lingers on
All of us are glad you're gone
If I could live my life half as worthlessly as you
I'm convinced that I'd wind up burning too
Love yourself as you love no other be no man's fool be no man's brother
We're all born to die alone y'know that's the hell of it
Life's a game where they're bound to beat you and time's a trick they can turn to cheat you
And we only waste it anyway and that's the hell of it
Good for nothin' bad in bed nobody likes you and you're better off dead goodbye
We've all come to say goodbye
Born defeated died in vain
Super destruction you were hooked on pain and tho' your music lingers on
All of us are glad you're gone
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(give'm hell)
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| Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
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2:59 am
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there is no such thing as happy endings, because nothing ever really truely ends...
current mood:  disappointed
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(give'm hell)
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| Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
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7:11 am - the start of a descent of sorts... and of sorting
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For all intentions sake, I wonder...
I know the man I am, and I know the man I am becoming, both are (at the risk of soundings self-centric) good things, and good deeds. In my life, one thing is clear, and that is... thats its not so clear.
That is why I have decided to split the two, maintain my duality in writing, but properly, as a means of creating a clearer image of the greater whole.
Mainly superdeformed, but, still mainly me. The chaotic, expressive, (and apparently confusing and cryptic) goes here... there rest? elsewhere...
I doubt this will be found, but, again in my open nature, I won't hide it... only ride it over here...
so, other than that, its simple, and just...
and as always
Abandon all hope, ye who enter here...
welcome to my little internal infernal inferno
Would you believe it was a dream?
current mood:  quixotic
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(give'm hell)
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